I can maintain equanimity about everything except my lack of progress in maintaining equanimity.
More people experience this than they realize.
The desire for spiritual attainment can create the same achievement pressure that spiritual practice is meant to dissolve.
“Where Are You with Self-directed learning as identity?”
Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.