I keep making the same dua every night for two years asking Allah to help me stop lying to my parents about money but I lie again the next day and I hate myself
More people experience this than they realize.
The nafs al-ammārah continues to dominate despite conscious spiritual intention, creating a cycle of spiritual despair.
“Where Are You with Islamic psychology — nafs and spiritual wellbeing?”
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