I want to be present with my dying father but every time I visit him I dissociate and feel like I am watching myself from outside.
More people experience this than they realize.
The psyche's protective mechanisms can override conscious intention when emotional intensity exceeds our current capacity.
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Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.