My best friend and I both applied for the same job and she got it and I didn't and now everything feels weird between us. We're both trying to pretend it's fine but I'm jealous and guilty about being jealous and she's happy but guilty about being happy and we don't know how to talk about it.
More people experience this than they realize.
Two people are discovering that love doesn't eliminate envy, and envy doesn't eliminate love.
“Where Are You with Memento mori across traditions?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.