I started having panic attacks after my friend's funeral because I realized that someday people will be sitting in a room talking about me in past tense and I will not be there.
More people experience this than they realize.
Witnessing others' deaths forces confrontation with one's own future absence from the world of the living.
“Where Are You with Memento mori across traditions?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.