I'm pregnant with my first child and my mom won't be here to help me and I'm angry at her for dying even though she couldn't help it.
More people experience this than they realize.
Grief can produce rage at the dead for their involuntary abandonment, complicating love with resentment that feels both justified and shameful.
“Where Are You with Grief and legacy — how the dead continue to live in us?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.