I inherited my grandfather's mesa but I was never trained how to use it properly, and now I'm afraid to work with it because I might dishonor the spirits or accidentally harm someone.
More people experience this than they realize.
The inheritance of sacred shamanic implements without corresponding knowledge creates paralysis around spiritual responsibility and fear of misuse.
“Where Are You with Andean spirituality — Inca and indigenous South America?”
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