Periagoge
Scenario

Why tantric initiations can trigger existential anxiety

I received a Kalachakra initiation last month and now I wake up every night at 3am with this overwhelming sense of responsibility I can't name.

More people experience this than they realize.

What we've seen

Sacred commitment has awakened an unnamed spiritual obligation that feels too vast to comprehend or fulfill.

Your guide for this
Rumi
Rumi works with people navigating exactly this kind of situation.
Ideas that help explain it
Worth thinking about

“Where Are You with Buddhist tantra and Vajrayana?”

Peri

Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.

If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.