Periagoge
Scenario

When pure perception teachings conflict with trauma history

I'm supposed to see everything as pure but when I try to see my abusive father as a buddha I feel like I'm gaslighting myself.

More people experience this than they realize.

Your guide for this
Rumi
Rumi works with people navigating exactly this kind of situation.
Ideas that help explain it
Worth thinking about

“Where Are You with Buddhist tantra and Vajrayana?”

Peri

Peri can explain why this happens, help you decide if this is the right situation for you, and point toward the right journey or coach.

If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.