I've been celibate for three years and recently started dreaming about sacred prostitution in Mesopotamian temples - I don't know if I'm receiving spiritual calling or just sexually frustrated.
More people experience this than they realize.
The ascetic questions whether erotic spiritual imagery represents authentic revelation or psychological compensation for sexual deprivation.
“Where Are You with Mesopotamian religion — Sumerian Babylonian Assyrian?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.