I've been meditating for three years and sometimes I feel connected to something vast and other times it just feels like sitting quietly with my thoughts and I don't know which one is real.
More people experience this than they realize.
The mind seeks to categorize peak experiences as either meaningful or meaningless, missing the possibility that uncertainty itself might be the teaching.
“Where Are You with Agnosticism — the honest position?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.