My Hasidic community expects total devotion but I keep having doubts about whether God actually cares about the minutiae of daily law and I feel like I'm betraying everyone I love.
More people experience this than they realize.
The authentic movement of questioning threatens the social bonds that provide meaning and identity, creating an impossible choice between truth and belonging.
“Where Are You with Jewish mysticism — Kabbalah and Hasidism?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.