Since my cancer diagnosis I find myself talking to God in ways I never did when I was healthy, and I don't know if that's genuine faith or just desperation.
More people experience this than they realize.
Mortality's proximity strips away spiritual pretense, making it difficult to discern between authentic religious awakening and the mind's desperate bargaining with the unknown.
“Where Are You with Aging and faith — the deepening?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.