I make good money but I hide every purchase from my husband because I feel guilty spending anything on myself, even though we can afford it and he spends freely on his hobbies.
More people experience this than they realize.
Money has become a site of self-denial where permission to exist feels perpetually withheld.
“Where Are You with The meaning of money — what it ultimately is?”
If this sounds familiar, the Library can help you find the bigger picture.