You want the ritual without the belief

Come, let us hold this gently, for it is not the incoherence you fear. That the ritual still draws you is real information, not a confusion — the belief is gone yet the practices pull at you, and rather than an error to explain away, that pull is honest news about what you need; the longing did not evaporate with the belief, which means it was never only about the belief. Rituals are older and larger than the doctrines that later claimed them — people lit lamps and kept silence and marked the year long before any creed arrived to explain them, so the forms carry a human wisdom no single belief owns, and keeping them without the doctrine is not theft or pretence but a returning to what the ritual always was. And keep what feeds you, honestly, and let the practice mean what it means to you — you may keep the ritual and release the doctrine without hollowness, so long as you do not pretend to believe, but practise the form clear-eyed for the good it does, taking what nourishes and letting it mean what it now means to you. Which practice still draws you, even with the belief gone?